Yes & I Love You (Say Everything 1) by Roni Loren-Review & Excerpt
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ABOUT THE BOOK: Release Date March 2, 2021
Everyone knows Miz Poppy, the vibrant reviewer whose commentary brightens the New Orleans nightlife. But no one knows Hollyn, the real face behind the media star…or the fear that keeps her isolated. When her boss tells her she needs to add video to her blog or lose her job, she’s forced to rely on an unexpected source to help her face her fears.
When aspiring actor Jasper Deares finds out the shy woman who orders coffee every day is actually Miz Poppy, he realizes he has a golden opportunity to get the media attention his acting career needs. All he has to do is help Hollyn come out of her shell…and through their growing connection, finally find her voice.
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REVIEW:YES & I LOVE YOU is the first instalment in Roni Loren’s contemporary, adult SAY ANYTHING erotic, romance series. This is online movie and television reviewer Hollyn Darling Tate aka Miz Poppy, and improv actor / barista Jasper Deares story line.
Told from dual third person perspectives (Hollyn and Jasper) YES & I LOVE YOU follows the building relationship and romance between twenty-five year old improv actor and barista Jasper Deares, and online movie and television reviewer Hollyn Tate. Hollyn works in the four-story WorkAround building, a converted New Orleans’ warehouse where podcasters and social media influencers rent space and hone their crafts. Jasper Deares, a new barista at the on-site coffee café catches Hollyn’s immediate attention but our heroine suffers with facial tics, a form of Tourette’s, and doesn’t leave a very good first impression with Jasper Deares, the man with whom Hollyn will fall in love. Hoping to apologize for their awkward introduction, Hollyn reveals the truth about her struggles with Tourettes, and in doing so sets into motion the start of a relationship that will spiral out of control. While neither one was in a place for a permanent relationship, Hollyn offers a friends with benefits affair, that will quickly turn into something more, when Hollyn asks Jasper to be her ‘pretend boyfriend’ when her rock star ex Cal, another man who struggles with Tourette’s, returns to town. What ensues is the building romance and relationship between Hollyn and Jasper, and the potential fall-out as Hollyn’s past comes looking for a second chances, and Jasper’s past offers our hero the role of a life-time.
Hollyn Tate struggles with facial tics, a form of Tourette’s in which, nerves and stress result in facial twinges and twitching that constantly draw attention when she would otherwise want to be left alone. Hollyn’s current line of work is the mysterious online reviewer known as Miz Poppy, a position that affords our heroine anonymity but her relationship with Jasper is about to expose the truth. Jasper Deares is a struggling actor who grew up in the foster care system, works as a barista during the day. An opportunity to invest in his own improv company finds our hero offering Hollyn the freedom to experiment with her public persona, an experiment that pushes our couple together.
The relationship between Jasper and Hollyn begins as a friends to a friends with benefits turned fake boyfriend/ girlfriend relationship that quickly turns into something more but the potential for a love triangle with the return of Hollyn’s ex, finds our hero walking away in an effort to protect the woman he loves. The $ex scenes are intimate and passionate, without the use of over the top, sexually graphic language and text.
There is a large ensemble cast of colorful and dynamic secondary and supporting characters including serial murder podcaster Andi Lockley; Hollyn’s best friend / former lover and guitar player Cal; online therapist Mary Leigh; Jasper’s ex-girlfriend Kenzie, as well as several members of the improv troupe known as Hail Yes-Antonio, Monique, Leah and Barry. Andi Lockley’s story line is next in WHAT IF YOU & ME.
YES & I LOVE YOU is a story of friendships, relationships, struggles and acceptance. Roni Loren brings to the forefront several neurodevelopmental disorders including Tourette Syndrome, ADHD and anxiety disorders, of which, a number of her characters currently struggle. The slow building premise is emotional and encouraging but idealistic ; the characters are inspiring, quirky and spirited; the romance is tender and intimate.
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Reviewed by Sandy
Jasper remained hunched in the passenger seat, half-turned to the side, as Hollyn pulled onto the road and made her way to I-10. She was sweating now, too, and her fingers were tapping a four count on the steering wheel. She was probably supposed to talk to distract him. That was what people did in these situations, right? She’d seen those kinds of scenes in movies.
“This won’t take long,” she said, not looking his way. “Fifteen minutes tops. Maybe you just have food poisoning or something.”
“Right.”
“Or maybe your organs are going to explode.”
He made a choked sound, but then she realized he was laughing—or at least attempting to in between whatever pain he was dealing with. “Gee, doc, you really know how to delicately lay out my condition.”
“My sympathy meter for you is low right now.”
He lifted his glasses and rubbed his eyes. “I know. I’m really sorry. Like really, epically sorry.”
“Whatever.”
A few seconds of silence passed and he looked over at her. “Can you keep talking? Even if it’s just to tell me what an ass I am. Anything to distract me from this stabbing pain.”
Keep talking. The plea made her throat want to close up, Jasper’s attention on her too intense. She could feel her tics ramping up. “I don’t know what else to say. Ask me something.”
“Favorite color.”
She wet her lips. “Blue.”
“What’s your last name?”
“Tate. Yours?”
“Deares.”
She turned to look at him. “Dearest? Like your mom is Mommy Dearest?”
He sniffed derisively. “It’s Deares without the T. And that’s an old joke, Hollyn Tate.”
“Not to me.” She felt the corners of her mouth hitch up a little. “Jasper Dearest. I sound like your 1950s wife calling you to come to the dinner table and eat your pot roast.”
Oh God, did I say that out loud? I just called myself his wife.
He snorted. “Too bad your name isn’t Hollyn Darling. We could get our own retro TV show.”
The tight feeling in her chest eased a little. “I’d have to learn to make pot roast.”
“Not a food blogger then, huh?” He leaned back against the headrest and closed his eyes. “What do you do? My money’s on CIA operative.”
She focused on his profile for a moment, which was oddly compelling, the slight bump in his nose somehow making him that much more interesting to look at—imperfectly handsome. She turned her attention back to the road. She didn’t need to be thinking about his nose or how handsome he was. Asshole, remember? “I do a lot of freelance writing, but not about food. Mostly about movies and entertainment.”
“I love movies. You like your job?”
“Mostly, but it’s a lot of scrambling. I’m hoping to find a full-time position one of these days. You know the magical kind that comes with insurance and a steady paycheck?”
“Jobs like that exist?” He shifted in his seat and let out a soft grunt of pain.
“I’ve heard rumors.”
“Fascinating.” He reached out and angled the air-conditioning vent toward him.
She took a breath, trying to settle into the rhythm of the conversation. “So you do coffee and improv.”
“Yeah. And I’m going to teach some classes at WorkAround.”
“On how to trash your coworkers?”
Jasper’s head turned her way again. “Ouch.”
She didn’t look over at him. No way was she apologizing. She needed to remember she was mad, that he’d been a jerk. Not get distracted by his hotness or his struggling-actor state.
“Look, Hollyn,” he said, his voice quiet. “I’m truly sorry. What you saw tonight…that isn’t the spirit of our show.” He paused and took a ragged breath, like the speech was a lot of work. “I made a mistake. The serial-killer thing naturally brought my mind to Andi, and I bet if you asked her, she wouldn’t have taken what I said seriously. When I talked to her, she made fun of her own obsession. She embraces her weirdness.”
“Right,” Hollyn said, jaw tightening. “So I should just be cool with being made fun of. I’m the one who’s too sensitive. Got it.”
“God, no,” he said with frustration. “I’m saying I was a dick to use you in the monologue, and I’m sorry. I didn’t know about your tics. I just thought you were annoyed with me.”
Her grip tightened on the steering wheel as she took the exit for Canal Street, and she inhaled a deep breath. “I’ve grown out of the worst of them but they flare up when I’m…nervous.”
She could feel him watching her, and her fingers tapped more quickly.
“So I made you nervous?” he asked.
“Yes.”
He frowned in her periphery. “Why?”
She rubbed her lips together, not liking this line of questioning at all. Because you were funny and boy beautiful and have the sexiest smirk. “I’m not great with new people.”
He shifted in the seat again. “Good thing I’m not new anymore. You can relax now.”
She glanced over. The guy looked like hell. Flushed and sweating. But his eyes had a little spark of invitation in them.
“You’re still exceptionally new,” she said. “Cellophane wrapped with the price tag still on.”
“Nope. The seal’s been broken. We’ve texted. You helped me limp off a city street. Hey, we’ve even had our first fight and planned our TV show, Hollyn Darling. I’m no longer new to you.” He winced and gripped his side. “We’re old friends now.”
She stared at him for a moment, part of her wishing it could be true. But who was she kidding? One, how could she trust that any interaction they had wasn’t going to turn into material? And two, she’d been fooling herself when she’d thought they’d been flirting. Jasper was a comedian. Funny quips were his business. Charm was his currency. She’d read the whole situation wrong. “We’re not friends, Jasper.”***
Excerpted from Yes & I Love You by Roni Loren. © 2021 by Roni Loren. Used with permission of the publisher, Sourcebooks Casablanca, an imprint of Sourcebooks, Inc. All rights reserved.
Roni wrote her first romance novel at age fifteen when she discovered writing about boys was way easier than actually talking to them. Since then, her flirting skills haven’t improved, but she likes to think her storytelling ability has. If she’s not working on her latest sexy story, you can find her cooking, watching reality television, or picking up another hobby she doesn’t need–in other words, procrastinating like a boss. She is a RITA Award winner and a New York Times and USA Today bestselling author.
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